Blue Funk

The last couple of days have definatly not been the brightest on record. I don't know why but I have been feeling rather depressed. I guess there were a few triggers, things I can fix so I feel better. On Monday I forgot that I had a pair of nursing students cpmming for a home visit as a part of their training. Well Lizzy was perfect for them but my house was a disaster. During the hour that they were here I must have appoligised for the mess about twenty times. Not a shinging moment for me. But as I said, Lizzy was perfect.
Yesterday, not so much. She couldnt keep her meals down and was cranky all day. I think I may have discouvered what projectile vommiting is all about. The puke did not make it the whole way across the room but it did arc out of her mouth and land three feet away.I feel like an incompetant mother when I cant feed her without it comming right back up. Right now for example, I have been out of the shower for less then an hour and I am already couvered in Lizzy puke. Add to all that I have had a killer headache all day and you get blue Terri. Patrick stayed home from work today to help out and I am gratefull.

Terri